In the arms of the angel...

3:51pm: Found an interesting questionaire...
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
The one just under my chin...I fell when I was young and broke my chin open.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Wallscrolls: Sesshomaru and Sailormoon. Posters: many. Winnie the Pooh dry erase marker board and a calendar.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I'm not quite sure if I snore still.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds. My iPod will confuse you. Mwahahahaaaaaa.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
No.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Money, so I can be independant.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
My mommy.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
I have emotional attachments to way too much...

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5"4 I guess...

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nope...I like cozy spaces. >n_n<

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK
No.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
My ex.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hair...don't care really. Eye...I would say I don't care either, but if they have ice blue eyes, omg *swoon*, or if both eyes are a different color, *rape*.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
DisneyWorld feels like my most likely place. <3

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Neither...

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pepperoni.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
More soup...I'm sick...and my throat hurts.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No! Poor fishie!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
Uhm...the shirt given to me by my old friends in Florida since they knew I was moving to California.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY ELSE?
I like plenty of people.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Uhm...no?

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Not really unless you count fatty outside, but he ain't mine.

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
German Shepard.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I probably would...you can't control who you love no matter what the situation.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
To tell them straight out, but I always fail at talking so I end up drawing them something.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED
2.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

32. WHO IS THE ONE PERSON YOU'RE ON THE PHONE MOST WITH?
No one calls me...but I call my grandma almost every weekend.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Why yes.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Cute, fluffy, dawwwww inducing animals. Cartoons.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
I'm not sure...

37. FIRST JOB?
Graphic Artist...

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Friends tried to make me do one, but the person didn't pick up so it failed. Hehehehehehe.

41. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Browsing DA.

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
It wasn't a big surgery, but ugh...yes. Thoroughly traumatized.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My cuteness?

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Yes... >;^;<

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
I want this adorable dollfie I found...I want him so bad! Damn you lack of income!

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Two, no more than three.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My middle name is the name of one of my many aunts.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Sometimes.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Pantene Pro-V: Hydrating Curls.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
My mom hated my handwriting...so sometimes when I sit and am writing I'll have random eww moments. I like the uniqueness of it though.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey. :P

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
I've been biting my nails since forever...but now I do it when I'm really stressed out.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hells yes! We'd play video games all day and talk about our brainbabies and collaborate to get them out of our heads.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Unfortunately they do.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
You're supposed to release it? Damn.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My stuffies! Mostly Roger and Ted. <3

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Let me check...41.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No. */sarcasm*

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Mashed potatoes!

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
The ability to make me laugh and cheer me up.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Amy.

68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
I barely even watch TV, but I guess it's Robot Chicken.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Cookies and cream.

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yes.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
Yeah, but it's kinda pointless.

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Try to sleep.

74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR?
Over 100 MPH...yey for the El Salvadorian countryside. I wasn't driving.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Only if they want to.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
My iTunes is currently playing, "Unforgettable" Nat King Cole & Natalie Cole.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Cranberry juice fortified with calcium. >n_n<

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My ex.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Their personality.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Justin Timberlake. >9_9<

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
Oh God...I don't have one anymore since all the things I once loved only seem to depress the shit out of me, but I guess October.

85. WHAT IS YOUR NATURAL HAIR COLOR?
Brunette?

86. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR ?
Brown.

87. FAVORITE SHOES.
Vans. They're comfy.

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Burger King!

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Latin American.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
No!

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Classic Disney cartoon, Lambert, The Sheepish Lion.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
...

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Thanks to choir I can, after awhile, read music enough to play it on the piano, but I just like to mess with the piano...nothing serious. I'm determined to play the violin someday.

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Don't give a shit so long as they do their job right.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Hugs!

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Soup.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
I finished the last book I bought...I read fanfictions off the internet currently.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
Confusing atm.

101. DO YOU DRINK? SMOKE?
If liquor didn't taste as shitty as it does to me I'd drink more. No...I don't smoke.

7:17pm: My ass...it hurts...

Haha...internets. This is an update filled with fun! Fun I say...fun. My butt hurts from sitting in this chair. I have come to the conclusion that I do not trust what men say...there was a time...but now I can't even keep the sarcasm from dripping out of my tone when dealing with people who've unknowingly hurt me. It's unfair to them because they probably don't know what they did...but...I'm a Scorpio...leave me alone. *whimper* Last saturday I was single handedly responsible for setting a truck ablaze...well according to my step-mom. I had asked for them to make a pit-stop before we went to Bakersfield so I could pick up my pills...which I had asked my dad to do already during the week. I didn't command or anything, but when I picked up my pills and we were bak on the road we hit some horrible traffic. Yes, I know...this is Cali...nothing new. When we finally got through we saw the cause was a poor trucker's truck was burnt down to the bottom frame. They managed to save the cargo part at least, but Sonia was piiiissed. She blamed me for the traffic and being late. In the end we turned around and went home. Oh man people...she hated me for the rest of that day and the day after. Then on Sunday we tried again and guess what?! Yep...I set another one ablaze...a bus or something. I even got the mountainside along with it. At least she didn't blame me for that one out loud. I find it hilarious. I might be heading down to Orlando, Florida in August. We're going to DisneyWorld for my sis' B-day. I might stay and not come bak here or at least get an extension to how long they plan to stay for and visit family and friends. I'm seriously thinking aboot staying though. Nothing is working over here. No matter where I apply or for what, no one seems to want to hire me. I've been on two interview out of the 20+ places I've applied to and neither of them have called. I'm getting frustrated and depressed...I am not fucking happy. I came home from visiting Giggles and I cried...I actually cried because I was home...I wanted to go with her. I don't want to be here. That small experience has proved that to me. So...either I keep trying and failing here where I'm unhappy anyway or I uproot myself and start anew in Florida or go live with Giggles for awhile. I'm still thinking aboot it. I've picked a new celebrity crush! At long last! It's been so long...*sigh* My last...as many know...was Kevin from Backstreet Boys, but he went and got married without me. *cry, cry* Soooo...now we have Matt or Kyle from Kyle XY. He's adorable. He's also single, and 24. Are we not perfect for each other? */sarcasm* I told y'all that I've isolated my love life into a realm of fantasy did I not? I'm trying to ignore my need for men. It's been hard though...all last weekend all I kind think of was how much I miss the feel of my fingers running through hair. The warm feel of skin beneath my touch. How skin tenses at caresses that are knowingly naughty, but welcome all the same. My only substitute is my dad, but he has said himself that he doesn't care for such affection. Which makes me sad and I end up doing it only for my own comfort. What I would give for someone who appreciated such things from me. God knows how much I miss it...yearn for it. Yet...I'm pushing myself away from anything that might give me that satisfaction. I just can't trust anymore. I can't. No man has ever given me a reason to trust them at all. It hurts to be so lonely. It hurts having nothing to touch...caress...love. Wow...this journal is going emo and fast. I'll stop...I'll try. Sorry, sorry. I'll just end it here...this is becoming another long journal. *squeeshy love and blessings* Later days!


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4:47am: Emotionally screwed again...
Okay all you crybaby, romantic bastards...this rant is for you. I'm so tired of all your stupid emo bullshit. I direct this towards men, but I'm sure this can be applied to women as well. You know who you are and if you don't then kindly remove your head from up your ass. You must like wallowing in all your miserable self pity. You bitch and moan that you can't find love. Love only exists in fairytales and blah blah fucking blah. Oh, I'll never find my soulmate...Oh, I'll forever be alone...Oh, woe is me. */sarcasm* Shut the fuck up you stupid bunch of whiners. You have the same chance at finding love as the rest of us. Yes, I will admit that our chances are extremely small, but it's there none the less. How dare you. How fucking dare you. How can you sit there and bitch in whatever form of your choosing, journal/poetry/self-mutilation/blog/etc., about not being able to attain love. You bitch and then when that one person comes along and offers all those things you say you suffer through life for you ignore them, or even worse hurt them. Stop it. You have no right to be fucking picky when I would do almost anything to have all the love I gave in vain to be returned to me. For all these tears I've shed, all those moments I made myself sick from sadness to be worth it. Fuck you all. You hypocritcal mother fuckers. How dare you. I've given so much of myself to you romantic bullshitters and I've nothing but bitterness and new paranoias to show for it. I'm isolating my love life into a realm of fantasy, I'm sad to say, it may never escape. To swoon over men I can never have because they don't exist or because they're too famous for me to even have a small sliver of a chance. We all suffer in life. No one is an exception to this very well proven fact. If you sit there and ignore the answer to your prayers then it's your own fucking fault that you suffer. Stop blaming the universe for your shortcomings. You're not fucking special. So stop it. Please just stop it. Stop hurting me and the others who try to love you. Those of us that sacrifice our love in hopes that someday it will be returned. If you don't stop then you deserve to suffer.

8:34pm: Internal Conversation

"It's happening again isn't it?" I say softly to her as she lies there. Waiting...hoping...wishing...praying even. She flinches in reply. She knows what I say is true...I can see it etched into the painful look in her eyes, yet she chooses to stay silent. Staring nowhere in particular. I sigh wishing I could continue ignoring it as we have been, but I feel the need to end it, or change it if that's even possible.

"No...he...he's just busy. He still cares. He asked for a second chance didn't he?" She looks at me. I look away not able to take the way she pleads with her eyes. There's nothing I can do anymore, nothing I could say to put her, or myself, at ease. No more lies that we can recite to ourselves to make things magically okay again.

"Yes...and we gave him his chance, but is he taking advantage of our kindness? Are we still so gullible?" I sound more hurt than I wished to sound.

"It's good to know he's so occupied with caring for his mother. Maybe if we call him again he'll explain why and we can hear his voice again. That will put our mind at ease." She looks at the floor smiling sadly as she listens to her very own lies.

"That's if he even answers his phone and we talk to him for more than 2 minutes." I say to her an angry tone growing in my voice. Another flinch...more truth she would rather not hear.

"At least we'll get to hear his voice mail message." she laughs at the memory, but you can still hear the sadness in it. I look down at her. What a pathetic pair we are. The pessimist and the optimist. I hate it...hate knowing that she's masking the truth to hide her pain. To make everyone think that it's allright. Locking it away for me to deal with. Seeing her despair makes me despair even more. I don't want it to end this way either. In the end I want the very same thing she wants. A chance for happiness, a chance to love someone unconditionally and have it returned even if we only receive a small amount.

"He broke another promise." the angry lilt in her voice surprising me. Her brows furrow as she lets tears flow. My poor little optimist is breaking again.

"Yes...but after we brought it up it sounded like he just changed the circumstances for it. He might still keep it." Vague enough of an answer to be the truth, but the words still sting like more lies.

"He wasn't even going to answer us. He was just going to leave without giving us an answer." the anger in her face softening to reveal her dominant emotion, sadness. Maybe she's as tired of the lies as I. I sigh again, afraid to speak, afraid to think. Why can't we ignore it anymore?

I close my eyes as she moves closer to me. I feel her warmth as she moves intimately close. Sitting before me on the floor her legs at my sides and her hands at my chest.I slouch enough for our foreheads to meet.

"I'm sorry. I thought the same as you in the beginning, but now..." I feel her hands frame my face.

"There's no point in lying to ourselves. Why are we doing this to ourself? Why do we make excuses for him? Why have we been torturing ourselves for him...why did we endure it from the other?" she speaks softly and I hate hearing the defeat in it, but it's what we are. Defeated. Beaten again in this cruel game they call love.

"We chose to believe the others lies, because we had known him for so long we thought we knew him inside and out. We had finally brought down our defenses and put every ounce of trust into him and with that very trust he raped our defenses." I let a silent tear flow from my eye remembering those painful memories. "This one..." I wrap my arms around her pulling her even closer as she wraps her own arms around my waist. "we endure him because we missed all the happiness we had lost from the other. He made us new promises even if in they end they're more lies. He is different and more compatible with us than the other, and even as we sit here in our despair he could still surprise us."

"Still he gives us no relief from this despair." she says, being a pessimist for me. "Is it really so much to ask for one call a week?" the anger returns to her voice.

"No." I reply softly.

"Then why do we feel like we annoy him with asking for something so simple? Why is that in the end we wind up calling him instead of waiting for him to call us?" I feel hot tears fall onto my chest.

"We're still clinging to our hope that he might still be the one for us. That he really is so incredibly busy with his life that he truly doesn't have time to call us once a week even if but to say 'Hi!'" I feel my own tears fall, "We're afraid to lose him and we grow anxious and so we give into it and call him, because in the past he has always been able to put us at ease." Sad realizations.

"It's not working anymore is it?" she pulls herself back to look into my eyes and I shake my head wearily in reply.

"We have infinite patience with many things, but we cannot afford to waste it in something that might end as horribly as this might." Another sigh, but this time from her. "The best we can do is just ignore him like he seems to do to us and hope he meant his words enough to try and reconcile. Until then we live our life as though he doesn't exist, keep our door open for someone else even." There's not much else we can do in all reality.

"It won't be easy. If this continues for too long we will have to confront him." She grips me tightly as she says the last words.

"Yes, we have been used and walked on for too much of our life to let him do the same for too long." I give her a squeeze of reassurance. I see her smile, seeming just as relieved as I that we have found some form of a solution to this despair.

"In the end we still have each other. I am nothing without you." Our foreheads meet again as she looks at me lovingly.

"And I am nothing without you." I smile myself despite how awkward the movement feels for the muscles on my face so used to the frown I wear day in and day out.

1:18am: Tetsuwan Atom!!!!!
I am so horrible at keeping up with my journals. So yes, I won't apologize for it anymore. I just don't get the internet time to be doing shit like this. This is why I have over 2,000 messages in DA that I'm probably just going to not bother with it and delete them. I'm not even online now...and I should be working, but that never stopped me from slacking before. The actual thing that made me feel like sitting down an typing up a journal was the fact that I finished watching the entire 2003 Astro Boy series. I loved it. LOVED! I'm looping the japanese opening video I got off a website behind the window I'm typing this in. You people should watch it, it's a great opening. Click to watch the opening on You Tube! Don't expect a remix of the original theme. You want a techno remix or even the original 1st 2, I have them, want it, ask me for it and e-mail it or link it to you. Just so you know...yes...I bought the 2003 english DVD set. It was a good price for a box set and I've been dying to watch it. The english dub is flawed, yes, I'm not going to sit here and overprotect it and say it was perfect. I know a lot of hard core Astro fans aren't very happy with this update, but they didn't kill it like Pioneer did Kimba. I know I'm probably losing some of you, but it's okay. They even dubbed it in spanish which makes me squeal with glee because they sound great in spanish. Next time I watch it'll probably be in spanish. They have Portuguese dub as an option too, but I'll spend the entire episode focusing on how much of the language I can recognize. No japanese, but the spanish makes up for that, it was a cheap box set, remember that. Them silly amereecans screwed with the episode order (why? it makes no sense to me...) and they over used a particular voice actress. Tenma sounds like a black man(in english) it's not a bad thing I'm just amused by it...whenever I think of it I imagine him in street clothes and laugh to myself. I watched the short documentry on the making of it and said to myself, "Durrrrrr! No wonder a lot of fans don't like this...they got them damn amereecans to help them in production. You should know your going to anger your fanbase when you put them in the mix!" Now don't think I'm bashing our wonderful country, I'm an American too, but when working with anime and such we tend to turn anal and do horrible, horrible things to good animes. The only people who seem to do a spectacular job as far as bringing japanese animation to the americas is Disney. Yes I know Disney is being a bunch of doody heads, but they've done wonderful things with the Miyazaki films. They also never gave him his "hip lasers", which I affectionately call his "butt machine gun". <3 I suppose the amereecans are the cause of that too. All throughout the documentary they had one guy telling what would be accepted in America and what wouldn't be. Huuuuge mistake upon the Tezuka team I think. Nonetheless, the animation was lovely and they did get to keep the basic plot of the Astro story. Astro is so cute I can't stand it. *shameless fangirl* Someday I'll be able to purchase the 1950's Astro Boy and the 1980's so I can compare and contrast. Until then I'm quite happy with this set. Tezuka did so many amazing things...nyeeeeee...I hope I can someday at least visit the Tezuka museum and become the first fangirl to be thrown out for molesting all the character statues. On a non-Astro note...the Chobits anime is great! English or japanese doesn't matter to me. Hideki spazzing is great in either language. The opening theme is addicting. >n_n< I've been watching what I can on You Tube...at work... >9_9< They changed chunks of the plot around rather than sticking to the manga, but whatever. Ughhhhh...I need to woooork. I no wanna! *sighs* I need my lovely paycheck at the end of the week so I better hop to it, so that means end of journal. It's long enough anywayz. >n______n< *squeeshy love and blessings* Later days!

2:05pm: Sir Pees-a-lot...
Well...be thankful there are no quizzez this time. >n_n< I've told a number of you people repeatedly that I have internet issues. *le sigh* Those issues might be resolved before the end of this year though if all goes well. As some of you know, and those who didn't know now know, that I officially have a job. Right now it's mostly graphic art type work. I've been doing a lot of logos, t-shirts, mugs and things of that sort. I've neglected a lot of my more personal art...unless you count my doodles, which I don't... but this is only my 4th week of being employed and when I have more consistant hours I'm sure I'll find time to finish a lot of the art stuff I have just sitting catching dust. Right after I clean my room of course. >u_u<; If you're curious as to who or what I'm working for here's the link ... SALA-Group ... you'll start seeing more of my handiwork around that site eventually. Believe it or not my boss has even more sites that he's neglected to add to that website. One is a site I've been doing a lot of work for ... Sam's Kids ... most of which won't be up until the merchandise is finalized. Sam says I'll even be able to start selling prints of my original work in Ethereal City for people to purchase. I don't know if my stuff is exactly print material, but Sam is always telling me how great I am. Yes, my boss is inflating my ego. I'm not quite sure I like it, but it's probably because I'm not used to so much praise all at once for something I consider crap. *shrugs* We have a puppy here at my house. He's adorable, and I love 'im , but he's been a brat lately so I've spent a good chunk of this week scolding him rather than loving him. Purebred German Shepard...smart...but likes to act dumb so he can get away with being bad. He also has a teeeeeeeeeeeny little itty bitty bladder because if that boy gets excited or anything he has an accident all over himself, and if that wasn't enough he'll even lay down in it as if the floor were dry. Now that I'm thinking aboot it ... Click this link and join! ... I just joined that site. It looks cute, but I haven't had the chance to really get into it yet, but I'm sure you all can and then you people can friend me and shiitake. So yes...join! I'm under the same screen name as always, sonikkukitten . I finally got to rent all the movies I've been wanting to see. I was so sad when I had to return Howl's Moving Castle. I loved it...the animation was just beautiful and so flawlessly done. *eeeenvyyyyyy* Then as I was watching the extras I actually got so freaking jealous of John Lasseter. He got not only a visit to Pixar from Miyazaki himself, but he got pieces of a large Cat Bus wall mount as a gift. I actually stomped around the house all teary eyed shaking my fist at Lasseter. It wasn't fair...I love Miyazaki as much as him I thought. I want a Cat Bus too! Then I thought to myself that I'll just haftah get famous enough to meet Miyazaki one day before he passes on and totally fangirl all over him and get something awesomer than John. LOL! I'm so retarded. I really do want that to happen though. One can dream can't they? How do you peoples like my new Naruto footer? I still have the chobits version, but now I can pick either or whenevar I feel like it! It's getting late...I've another t-shirt to work on before I can sleep and my throat is hurting so I'm gunna make soup before I get my art on. Later days! *squeeshy love and blessings*

1:46am: Le 2005...
( Le 2005 Survey )

8:46pm: In Your Honor...
Sweet Jeebus, if it's even posiible I love the Foo Fighters even more now! Finally getting my hands on their latest CD, which brought me great relief at this point in time of my life, has made me more certain that I will own every single one of their CDs as soon as I can. <3 I haven't found a song on it yet that I dislike in any way. Koi has finished his visit, thus my lack of internet time, but I enjoyed myself. I miss him already. >-___-,< Shit went down and my family life has deteriorated a bit more, but I've gained a bit more independence and my daily routine has hopefully forevar been altered. My last mother figure has re-entered my life, which I am insanely grateful for. I'll be attending church again, mostly to get out of the house and spend time with people whom I actually feel good to be with instead of feeling like the 4th wheel on a tricycle. Not exactly my cup of tea, but I wasn't bored like all the other spanish masses I've been to,and everyone is VERY nice...and I mean everyone. >^.^< I'm trying to restart my salad diet. I think the only thing keeping me from teetering off the edge of obesity is the fact that I walk everywhere. My health is horrid. Can anyone imagine having a period for 6 straight weeks? Well, that's me...yep I'm still going. There's absolutely no way I'm not anemic nows, but I have no insurance so there's not much I can do aboot it except try and take care of myself a little more by changing my eating habits. Anime has bombarded my room. Koi got me a sextastic Sesshomaru wall scroll that I love to bits! <3 I got myself some Chobits posters which I hope to put up soon. I luckily got a gorgeous Hinata figurine, I love her. She kneels atop my new DC which my Sesshomaru and Vegeta action figures refuse to return to since they could not protect the previous one. I got an Iruka-sensei keychain. <3 Tenchi Forever, a movie about Tenchi Muyo...I miss that series. :( Ten minutes of class left...I'll need to finish up quick. I've already begun Christmas shopping, but I need to start drawing for the people I won't be able to get gifts for. I need a job... >u_u<; Well, later days! *squeeshy love and blessings for everyone*
<3

8:03pm: Saaaad panda...
*sing* I'm Amy the dreamcast just up and died today, panda. */singing*

Yep, this morning my Dreamcast shut off by itself and refused to turn on. This made me very sad because it was the last console I evar got. So I told Papi, who's obviously unhappy with me at the moment for something HE did to ME, and he reluctantly agreed to start scouring pawn shops to get me another one. I won't be getting rid of my dead one because it holds too much sentimental value. What happened? I don't know for sure, but I'm betting it was the thunderstorm we had the night before last that utterly raped my DC and today it shutdown. So yes...R.I.P. DC, know that you were VERY loved by this Sega fangirl. >u_u,<

9:43am: Amy want sleepy time...
Holy Jeebus an update! Well not really...I don't really want to type right now I just wanted to force you all to go to my Art LJ and look at how PRETTY it is now! Look at it! The link is at the footer that I will now copy and paste onto all my journals because the HTML for that footer is a bitch to type...grrrrr. >-_-< Pulled an all nighter. Ignore me. I also command you all to look at THIS! You will look at it because you all love me. Yes..well anywayz...stuff. I like my Art journal. I worked hard to make it pretty. >^.^<;

8:52pm: It's been too long hasn't it? I'm really sorry for not keeping up with everyone's journals and this includes my own. I think the only one that actually get updated regularly is my icon journal. Link will be at the end of this journal. What can I say peoples...I don't get to go online at home because of the same crap even though me a Papi have argued about it on more than one occassion. I mooch off the internet at my internship, but it's got parental blocks which suck ass. Anywayz like I've been saying, if you want to get in contact with me your best bet is calling mai cel, noting me at Deviant Art or PMing me on Gaia. Other than that my e-mail is checked on an average of once every two weeks and the same goes with AIM. Gotten back into Roller Coaster Tycoon...not the newer version I own because it's ridiculously hard to make money in that version so I went old school and re-uploaded the original I still have. If you guys didn't notice THIS image, Papi's laptop has been a whore lately...I blame the dude that lives in the garage and his stoopid DVD copying program and his obvious lack of knowledge around laptops despite his knowledge in electronics. It's at Fry's with the Puter doctor getting its memory erased most likely. Whatevar...I can upload the programs I use onto it once more. My room is CLEAN! It's habitable and I enjoy hanging out in it agains! For a while I think I preferred the couch despite the lack of respect people have when they know someone is sleeping in the couch and start making UNGODLY NOISE! *coughs* I'm okay anywayz...thank you Jeebus and Jehovah I have finally gotten my deviation messages down from the almost 300 I've consistanly had for about 3 weeks or so. Sheezy is dumb. Koi you should read this comic!!!! ~~~>> Read IT! I miss my CD player. I want a cat...Teeny hurt me last Satuday. I have a total of 3 lasting injuries from trying to bathe the boy, the small scratches have already healed. The scrap still hurts like a bitch. Stoopid cement. I'm probably rambling at this point but I don't care I haftah leave soon anywayz. Coco! You got me addicted to that Utada Hikaru song! It so pretty. (See music for those whom are clueless) I love my Dreamcast. It's become my stereo...I listen to it while I sleep. I have very little respect for Manahan, my 3D Max instructor. I need to finish my 3D character models and now I need to finish this journal entry. Later days! *squeeshy love and blessings*

8:50pm: Still alive...
I'll type up something more informative and longer some other day...for now...uhm stuff...here are lotsa links. The only way you peoples can get a hold of me these days is through Deviant Art or Gaia or through mai journals(note:I won't know when or if you typed something until I check these damned things)...I get few and extremely rare chances to check e-mail.

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2:26pm: Le update...
Before I begin a journal I just want to copy and paste something...

Free Sample Personal Astrology Profile
Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.

Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities
You have good mental concentration and the ability to become completely immersed in your work. You seem to know things at an instinctive, nonverbal level and prefer learning through direct experience or apprenticeship rather than vicariously via books or lectures. You have mechanical ability and work well with your hands. You could become adept at sculpture, pottery, carpentry, stained glass, or anything that involves doing and making things manually. Biology (and related fields such as medicine) interests you as well. You also have an instinctive rapport with animals, and may feel you relate better to them than to people! You tend to become narrowly focused upon your own specialized interests and may not have much to say or communicate outside that field.


Oddly enough, that's practically me in a nutshell. If I had the money I'd buy myself a full length report, but alas I don't. The little money I managed to have left after yesterday I'm trying to keep as far away as possible from myself to be there in the case of an emergency. It's like 6 bucks, but you never know. *shrugs* I am addicted to the Gorillaz new song Feel Good Inc. ADDICTED! Gawd...I want it...if anyone has it downloaded please e-mail it to meeeee! Haven't seen the video yet? Go here to watch it! Why yes. I am watching it endlessly at the moment. I am that obsessed with it. I am not ashamed. *shameless fangirl* Mai grammy sent me money and so I bought a much needed 256MB memory stick and some things that weren't exactly needed, but wanted. Except everyone needs to complete their Invader Zim DVD collection so maybe that want doesn't count. >^.^< I also got me The Thief and the Cobbler on DVD...a necessity for animators. Stop looking at me that way. I neeeeeded thems...they kept looking at me going "Buyyyyyyyy usssssss...you neeeed ussss...you want ussssss....yesssss...we are precious to youuuuu...preciousssss..." and I went "AH DURRRR...*drool dangles from mouth*...OKEE!" *buys them* Enough of that. Brooks refuseses to just let me fucking graduae and be through with them! I don't think I'll ever be rid of their stink of eebil. Jeebus, if it isn't one thing it's another. I've been increasingly lonely lately. It's just sucking whatever motivation I have right out of me. Amy misses her koi precioussss... >;^;< *le sigh* I'm tired and hungree..I had to walk to Target to get mai memory stick yesterday...a good 40% of that walk was spent limping to Target. I't at least an hour walk down to Target from my house. I need a license and a usable car. Yes, I know I have two vehicles. I still lack a license and also Papi uses the one that I can actually drive and not have to worry aboot denting mai babee...I'm talking aboot the Jav, not the Rav. My cars have matching nicknames..heee...they sure are their mommy's babies. Shut up, my cars are my babies and what. What I buy I love, LOVE...because I spent money on it. *nods* END. Uhm...yes. I dun wanna type no mores...so yeah...stuff. *squeeshy love and blessings* Later Days!

3:42pm: Hand Me Down
Whatever I know too much
You won't be anyone
Now tell me what you are thinking of
How could think you'd be enough
It's not that you've stayed too long
It's not that you've done something wrong
It's not your fault
But you embarrass yourself

Hand me down
It's better when you're not around
You feel good
And you look like you should
But you will never make us proud

You've been used by a army of cues
You've been touched by the lips of a queen
Now we've all made good use of you
But you won't be needed again
So don't you move and let someone else in
Make some room for a new harlequin
It's never enough
So don't disappoint us again

Hand me down
It's better when you're not around
You feel good
And you look like you should
But you won't ever make us proud

Hand me down
It's better when you're not around
You feel good
And you look like you should
But you could never make us proud
Hand me down

So look at you with your worn out shoes
Livin' proof evolution's through
We're stuck with you
This revolution's due

Hand me down
It's better when you're not around
You feel good
And you look like you should
But you could never make us proud

Hand me down
It's better when you're not around
You feel good
And you look like you should
But you won't ever make us proud


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It's graduation week for us 6th termers here at Brooks...problem is I probably won't be walking because this college seems to enjoi making it impossible for me to do so. Nonetheless...I'm trying. These last few weeks have been Hell quite literally. I feel completely worthless...I have not been able to accomplish anything...or at least I feel like I've accomplished nothing. I feel like I'm full of empty promises and excuses.I just want to crawl under mai wolf blankets and sleep...not move eat, pee, etc. just sleep. I'm tired...my back hurts from sleeping on the busses and trains...I'm getting too used to sleeping on them though because I keep missing my stop on the Blue Line. *sighs* I very much feel like the song I put in the beginning of this e-mail. We (meaning mai classmates and I) went to our required industry mixer yesterday. Number 1...I've never been to one of those, 2 I had nothing to show thanks to trying to get mai cap and gown which I still don't have, 3 even if I had just left mai sketchbooks up for display nobody would know who did them and it would seem pointless with the other exhibits. END. So yes...at least Giggles was in the same boat as me. So we tried to keep each other company as much as possible...it's so odd to be happy and sad when your classmates get awards for their awesome work and you wish you had something to at least give them even the smallest bit of competition. *sighs even more* I'm going to miss mai friends. I wish the best for them wherever they go and in whatevar they do. Even if it means they shall forevar be better than me. I miss koi...so, so, so, so, so much nowadays. >;^;< Don't expect me to be online practically at all anymore...after Brooks I won't have the constant internet acess (or the yummy smooth cable/DSL/whatevar the fuck they use in this damn school)so yes. E-mail me, call me, drop me notes on Gaia/DeviantArt/Sheezy/LJ/MySpace. I doubt I'll be able to acess AIME from mai internship which I will continue doing. Yay more 3D...*/sarcasm* At least Manahan was nice to me at the mixer...I guess he could probably feel mai depression. Anywayz, yes...I will continue posting art on DA and updating journals and stuff when I can and remember so keep a watch for those. I'm going to try and keep myself busy during the break so I can shed mai procrastination habit. I'm collaborating with Chantee on a comic and hopefully I'll be able to start drawing our story this break. I'll try and finish all the drawing and stuff that I owe people as well. You will all be notified and linking to a non watermarked version once they're done. Look forward to that everyone...I'm off to try and get mai cap and gown...AGAIN...haaaateeeee...Later days! *squeeshy love and blessing for everyone*

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1:55pm: Dim future...
Click and read...it's long...and about the legendary Season 3 of the SatAM Sonic the Hedgehog series.

Shit like that sucks ass and makes me mad. Fucking DiC, ABC, Power Rangers, Sega, and Ken Penders.

Now let us add salt to the wound...

Download this teaser and view it my Sonic video game loving friends.

I'm not trying to knock the idea until after I've played it, but it looks pretty dissapointing from my point of view everytime I see that idiotically plain looking oversized gun in Shadow's hand. My God...since when do non robot Sonic characters ever need a fucking gun? God...I should go bitch slap Yuji Naka right now...they should be trying to improve the Sonic franchise...not make it worse. Once again I might change my mind once I've played it...but until I play it that gun makes me twitch.

12:56pm: Potter, Potter, Potter, Potter, Potter, Potter...
You guys absolutely have to watch this if you are familiar with this badgers animation!

Priceless...

4:56pm: Hooooeeeeee...gomen-nasai!
OMG! I am so sorry to any and everyone here reading mai journals. I've been neglecting them and mai fellow journal writers. Me so sowwy. As I've been saying a lot, College has been taking away years from mai life. I'm surprised how I don't have grey hairs yet. Alas...there is nought that I can do.
Aroiisjdflijsdlfjlajf'pajogp;oaig;oaodgoijadgpoiqorihg!!!!!ONEone!!shiftone

Pay no attention to that bit of anger that created that last...uhm..."sentence". Mai right ear has been being a bitch for like 2 weeks straight now. It's been like clogged...or something...and I can't unclog eet! ARGH! Annoying! Uhm yes. 3D stuff isn't so so bad anymore, but I am still mourning the loss of 2D. >;^;< Just recently in mai internship we got a new recruit that had been working at Disney for 40 years. HE can't find work...a fucking Disney veteran of 40 years! Dear sweet God...if he can't find work that shows just how bad the status of 2D has gotten to. He wants to learn 3D now and that's why he's with us now. He's quite a bit of a name dropper though. =>_>=; Anyways. I'm feeling useless...not that it's something new, but mai procrastination is so not helping though. *le sigh* I have stress up the wazoo. Maybe this is why mai health is even poorer as of late. >9-9< I'mma be ranting down in mai secret, but not that secret ranty journal/art update place. *cough* Yes...uhm...me so poor. Me miss peoples...*miiiiisssssssss* >T^T< OMG! *misses s'more* Okay...now I'm just being retarded agains. I'll stop now. I'mma haftah leave in like 5 minutes, so I'm ending this here. *squeeshy love and blessings to all!* Later days!

Edit: Almost forgot aboot these...heh...
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1:18pm: Sleep interrupted...
Before I begin mai official journal entry you Tails fans might wanna check this out...quite enlightening. >^.^<
Origin Of Tails

Allright...Now for the explanation/rant of what ocurred on Friday that got me so upset and quite frankly still has me some what so.

~> After going to bed on Thurs. around 1 or so in the morning, I am awakened at 8am by Papi...I go out to see what he wants and he tells me, "Since you're so forgetful I want you to go down to your school and get those papers I've been asking you for today." I say Okay *holds out hand for bus fare and a brief discussion of how much I need to get to school and back* Can I at least get some sleep before I head out and get the paper? "No." Of course I think I heard wrong so I'm starting to get irritated which doesn't help since I'm semi grumpy from being rudely awakened like he did in the first place, You mean I can't sleep and go in the afternoon to get the paper? I ask still half asleep. "No, you go now. You don't get to sleep." Rage has successfully been built and I start thinking..."WTF!Friday is my rest day! I've been so fucking tired and stressed out all week looking forward to only one day...Friday. Now here's Papi telling me I can't fucking sleep a bit before I go do his fucking errand. (which Koi pointed out last night isn't even my responsibility because it's for his taxes. Not mine... I don't do taxes.) He wants me to be fucking sleep deprived forever because Friday is the only day I can actually rest, Saturday I get up at like 5 or 6 (depends on whether I take a shower or not) to go to mai internship and Sundays suck because people like turning on the TV just outside my room and ruin my deep sleep. (My walls are practically like paper when it comes to sound and I think someone in the house is going deaf...God...when I turn on the TV sometimes it's ridiculously loud.) So I throw a fit. I get angry and don't know what to do with it so I quickly start crying hot tears and whining because all I want is some sleep after the week. I knew it wasn't any skin off his ass to just let me sleep until like 12 and then go, but he wouldn't fucking let me. To make it worse...Sonia was home. This adds insult to injury. I'm angry...exhausted...crying. Things that I hate which adds to my rage and as I throw my fit he just piles it on. Papi...God I can feel a knot in my stomach thinking of this...cheered and clapped as I threw my fit...twice. God that...ARGH!!!! That did it. Scorpio mode initiated from that point on. I went angrily crying trying to get ready and he added that he wanted me to clear the room next to mine of mai clutter when I cam home. Something I knew I would NOT have time to do. So I said, "Oh that's smart! You want me to spend 5 hours commuting not counting the time inbetween to come home and do that?!" And he suggests that I use the closet for mai clothes so I don't haftah toss them into mai room, but that task is impossible, "I can't! Sonia has the closet blocked!" No reply. So I huff all over the place, and although the morning is cold, I know eet was, I was hot...like I had an odd anger fueled fever. So I just went and threw all mai "clutter" into mai room. I didn't care where eet went, I just threw it in there. My room is a dump now, much worse than I can evar remember it. I prepare to go and as I'm getting mai purse and sketchbooks ready cursing under mai breath because I finished the last enjoyable novel I had. Papi comes and sees me still scowling with hot tears continously rolling down mai face. He come to me and puts his hand on mai shoulder laughing at my rage and says, "You'll thank me for this..." I forgot what he said next because he moved to hug me and I would have none of it. I turned awai saying no and absolutely hating him at the moment. So he got angry and said, "So that's how it is? Allright, I'll remember that. Watch. I'm going to treat you the same way." I didn't give a fuck. I didn't exactly hate him, Lord knows I couldn't, but I hated what he had done to me. He left finally and I found maiself calminng down a bit. By the way it'd been raining since I woke up. Which added to me being abgry 'cause that meant I had rivers to cross and so I'd be soaked and sick by the time I reached the school. Lucky for me Sonia took pity and offered to drive me to the station, which I am most grateful for and want to repay her. I cried throughout the duration of the car ride. Still silently seething with anger. I went to school scowling all the way, I think I have a permanent wrinkle in my brow from scowling so long. I can still feel it. I stayed for a awhile and when I returned home I was grateful that Sonia answered the phone and not Papi, but Papi was in the car to pick me up. I tried to make sure I didn't laugh at his jokes, I currently refuse to give him the satisfaction. I am still angry with him. He hasn't spoken to me since morning. There you have it...the end. g2g. Later days! *squeeshy loves upon everyone and then blessings!*
>^.^< I'm okee. Please don't worry aboot me. I just had to get that out.

10:42am: La dee daa...
All quizzez will now be exclusive only to mai Deadjournal because LJ is a wuss when it comes to HTML...

I kinda like the fact that I'm always getting Hufflepuff. I may be a wuss according to eet, but I'm a hard working non-quitter wuss. >e_e<; Well...I want to make icons again. I love making those pointless little things. I don't know why. College is difficult for me atm. I slept ovah at Giggles' house todai! Yayness. I do believe that ish mai first sleepovah since Florida. Yay she has pets. Her doggie Bubbles was all ovah me most of the time. I'm going to start doing prizes for contests on the clubs I run. Mostly because of the Yu-Gi-Oh Artists Club to try and get more people to participate. I'm steadily hating that club more. People are such idiots. This is why I joined the Harvesters community. Check mai LJ userinfo for that. OMG I found a place to download SPC episodes from! I so happies! I got to watch episode 1 on Monday and I was all like "OMG, WTF, BBQ! Why did they evar cancel this show!?" And now I'm typing stoopid yes? Anywayz, I blame the fact that college refuses to let me get a decent nights sleep. *shake fist* Guido is so like Pepe Le Pew. Perhaps this ish why I love him most, while everyone else are Polly and Bad Bird fanboys and girls. Silly fans. *trying to finish contest prize* Gah...I suck at hands so bad. It's been so long since I've drawn anything Yu-Gi-Oh related. I've been neglecting Bakeepoo...*Voice of Jacque (Finding Nemo)* I am ashamed... */voice* I love watching DVDs with the commentaries on...if you people have any of the Invader Zim DVDs and don't mind people talking about shit during the movie/show/etc. I strongly recommend watching eet with the commentaries. So much fun and funny. Yes...things are getting complicated as far as school work goes. I'm procrastinating again. Not good.

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11:39am: Brain dead...
Baka, baka, baka! I forgot mai memory stick of gudness at home and I had stuff I needed for todai in there...I also needed to save things onto eet, but nooo...mai dumb ass has to forget eet at home. The fact that I woke up at 3:40 something in the morning is no excuse! Also the fact that I'm sick as well is no excuse. I'm just a babbling retard. That's not a gud enough excuse either, but it's the better pick. My schedule is now completely in the morning for no real reason...but yes...I need to go and change eet again because she left a class that needed to be changed the same. I wanted to update the art_alchemist journal, but LJ crashed before I could I'll update eet tomorrow when I have mai memory stick. I saved all I typed. I'm poor. The internet's being a 'tard. Mean internet. This semester I will officially have no life other than college. *le sigh* I have my work cut out for me. I want to see so many movies.

Since everyone but me did this I thought I would too...

Kurisumasu gifts this year...
~>General Art Gift(Sketch Pad, pencils, etc.)~Delmi
~>Bad Kitty t-shirt ~Astrid and family.
~>I don't do mornings. t-shirt ~Ilenee
~>European Samurai Sword(don't ask) ~Papi & Sonia
~>Wacom (tablet) ~Koi

Myup...there yah go. Enjoi. Not much to sai. College is stressing me the fuck out. Yay. Brooks College ish eebil. End. *squeeshy love and blessings to all!* Later days!

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You are a piano. You like to express your feelings
indirectly like in lyrics, poems, and stories.
You are careful in what you do and sometimes
pull a stunt. You are calm and peaceful. But
you usually don't talk to people first they
have to talk to you.


(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
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You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. lol You are a fairly
socialable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice peron over all. ^-^


What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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B:

size="2">You take the Road Less
Traveled. Who
wants to go where everyone else has already gone
anyway? You look for the hidden
paths, ones most don't see and don't care to
venture down. You go boldly and
stand proud discontent with what's been put in
front of you, determined to find
a way perfect for you even no one else will take it
with you. You live as you
want and not for others, but be careful not become
selfish. Others may need you
and you should be there for them, especially the
ones close to you. You tend to
be the leader in most situations and people listen
and trust you not lead them
astray. Your firm in your opinions and beliefs and
unwilling to change yourself
to suit other people. By the same token, you can be
stubborn to a fault, change
isn't always a bad thing you know. Everyone changes
and grows, you shouldn't try
to stay exactly the same or you could be left
behind. Then again, you may change
frequently. Some people change to fit in, you my
little non-conformist, may
change to be set apart. It's great to be different,
but it's also just as great
to have things in common with people, even if those
people are in that "crowd"
you seem to have a vendetta against. Don't try to
be different, just be who you
are, whoever that is and you'll be unique all on
your own. So make some time for
people, let yourself blend into the crowd every
once in awhile, you may just
learn something about them and yourself you never
knew before.

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B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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You are a shy maid. You do your job and so you get
good tips or raise. You are kind sweet and
well shy. ^_^


What kind of maid would you be???? (anime pics)
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you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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3:50pm: Mreeeoooowwww!
I'm so bloody fucking tired... *le sigh* Yes I sold out and went and joined Livejournal...bite meh. All I need to do next is start drawing porn and join Sheezy Art and I'll be all set and totally sold out. Uhm yes...this one will probably be a mirror of mai gud ol' Deadjournal. The art_alchemist account here on LJ ish just fo' aht related updates mostly, uhm...if you friend art_alchemist then you'll get to see the super personal shit. But you must be friended...yessss...friendedededdddd. I shut ups nows. Enjoi...

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*flails like Kermit the Frog* Yeeeaaayyyy!!!

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